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oo6. closedish.
CHARACTERS: Charles Xavier and Severus Snape; Remus Lupin; Emma Swan; Nuala; Rogue; Johanna Mason; Odessa Knutson; Erik Lehnsherr; Captain Hook (Killian Jones); Hank McCoy; Raven Darkholme; Cassandra Anderson, others as they happen.
LOCATION: Level fourteen, room one hundred; laundry facilities; bar on level fourteen; kitchen on level fourteen; the Gardens; media library; level twenty, room one-hundred and ninety two; others as they happen.
WARNINGS: TBA.
SUMMARY: Adjusting to being a different person is a struggle.
NOTES: This is only partially closed. I'm using this as a forum for people to poke him, as random run ins may happen as I tag out instead. Please let me know if you'd like to do anything, and I'll be happy to set up a thread (unless you're feel ambitious).
to ever spend my life sitting playing future games
LOCATION: Level fourteen, room one hundred; laundry facilities; bar on level fourteen; kitchen on level fourteen; the Gardens; media library; level twenty, room one-hundred and ninety two; others as they happen.
WARNINGS: TBA.
SUMMARY: Adjusting to being a different person is a struggle.
NOTES: This is only partially closed. I'm using this as a forum for people to poke him, as random run ins may happen as I tag out instead. Please let me know if you'd like to do anything, and I'll be happy to set up a thread (unless you're feel ambitious).
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that.
Suddenly alert, the look up at her as she stands is altogether different, hostile and cautious and a little startled. The hand resting on armrest grips it tighter, as if he might lever himself up to stand, but only gets a few abortive inches forward, as if unconvinced he'll make it to his feet as gracefully as he'd like, so remains seated.
"Hang on," he bids her, hand out in gesture for her to stay. "Magneto wanted to kill you."
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But oh, Rogue was still a teenager. A teenager who had just been let down by her guardian, legal or otherwise, and she wanted to hurt him.
"Nearly succeeded, too," she responded coolly, without turning around. "Kidnapped me, pretty much right under your nose."
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It doesn't make sense.
Not so much that he is inclined to disbelieve her, of course. Erik has a propensity for sacrifice. But Xavier forces it aside, the questions, the white-noise anger brewing volcanic, always, beneath the surface. His hand grips harder the chair as he forces himself to get up, doing so without much in the way of drama.
"I have in the past made the error of trusting that man. It seems I needn't convince you not to make the same mistake."
His hands tense into fists, release tension again in splay, considering the back of her. A beat, before he finally states, as willingly as a tooth pulled; "I don't know how to help you."
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"No. Just another reason why I don't trust anybody."
She could get along with people. But she didn't trust them. Not ever. The only person she could really trust, well, that was Logan.
"I'm pretty sure," she stated slowly, her green eyes trained on the Professor, "that you don't know how to help me in the future, either."
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"Wanting to's half the battle. It isn't in question. The other half is whether I can."
That had been the trick, hadn't it. "You knew, coming here, I read minds. Allow me to enlighten you to the knowledge that I can't, at the moment, for-- lots of reasons. I'm about as inept as any of my students, and your ability needs someone who--"
Hell if he knows. He runs out of words. "It would be hypocritical to pretend I've any authority to teach anyone anything. And I'm sorry for that."
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"I was taught, at your school, that my powers were nothing to be ashamed of. Being a mutant wasn't. Though I had the entire world and personal experience saying otherwise. My abilities were just as much disabilities. But somehow, you got rid of your powers that you take so much pride in. You got rid of your abilities, your disabilities. Good for you." These were the sorts of things she would never have told him, before. But now, all of these latent feelings were coming out.
"So even now, if you could help me, I don't think I'd want help from a man who doesn't even know how hard it is anymore. Who's been able to take the easy way out his whole life. So yeah, I'd say it's hypocritical. You've got a long way to go before you become the man I look up to and respect." Her voice is cold and her eyes flash with anger, her accent rising with each word.
"I think this conversation is over."
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But he doesn't have that power, so he listens.
There is weight to maintaining eye contact, but he manages that much as well, once she's done.
Well. Oh well. He did try to warn her.
"Alex could use a friend," he says. "And knows a thing or two about taming powers. Good luck, Rogue."
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That was Rogue for you. Her southern charm was not lost when she argued.
Straightening her shoulders, she gave a curt nod to the Professor. "You, too, Professor. I'm sure you'll need it." The sarcasm was evident, as she turned on her heel and resumed her exit of the bar.