ataraxites: (Default)
axmods. ([personal profile] ataraxites) wrote in [community profile] ataraxionlogs2014-09-08 12:00 am

thirty-fifth jump;

CHARACTERS: Any and all.
LOCATION: Gravity Couches and beyond.
WARNINGS: Maybe some swearing, or even some violence, and more than likely some implied (and possibly explicit) nakedness.
SUMMARY: Another month, another jump, another round of new faces.
NOTES: You wake feeling cold and alone. There is a strange sense of emptiness, and the jump holds no surprises for you. There is nothing buffering the jump sickness and disorientation for you this month, and those still suffering the lingering effects of August's plot may find it more difficult than usual to get through the post-jump routine.

New arrivals will find messages spraypainted across their lockers telling them not to follow their tattoo numbers, and instead to find a room on Floors 001-010.


----------------


You wake up in darkness.


There's a breathing tube jammed down your trachea, and you're suspended in a tube of clear blue fluid. Upon registering your level of consciousness, the gravity couch drains the fluid surrounding you and retracts the breathing apparatus; the doors in front of you open, and you're deposited on the floor of a stark, sterile medical bay.

You are not alone.

There are others who have come before you, others who are awakening beside you. Some may be familiar to you, perhaps even friends. Others have much less amiable plans. Some are merely alien and inexplicable, but there are always those who might mean you harm.

After you catch your breath and your vision returns, you notice a number on the inside of your forearm. Maybe it's a familiar number. Maybe it means something. Maybe it's just a number. But the number—completely unique to you—is a tattoo, and it does not come off.

If you enter the room adjacent to the medbay, you will find a small locker with your number on it, surrounded by rows upon rows of identical lockers. Inside, you will find a few of your personal items, a communications device, and a ship's uniform in your exact size. The comms device is fully powered and connects directly to the ship's network; it's your only means of communication beyond physical conversation. Upon turning the device on, a neutral, automated voice will say, "Please take the blue lift to the passenger quarters." Any other attempts at communicating with the rest of the network are met only with static.

This is your welcome party.
humanistic: (huh - seriousness of the missing croc)

what about it

[personal profile] humanistic 2014-09-12 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[No screaming horror or recoiling or hissing, or shouting, or threats of violence and brutality. Mitchell actually echoes that little huff of a laugh. Not of disbelief, just-- of quiet acceptance. Of course. Yeah.]

Right.

[Zombie. It explains-- well, it's not a total explanation. A zombie, only there's the fact that he's a zombie who's doing a perfectly good job of talking and communicating and not rotting. Even Sasha was rotten, even if she was really good at talking. But this place takes all kinds, doesn't it. Vampires that can drink animal blood and werewolves that can turn whenever they like. Why not slightly awkward teenage zombies, too?

The level of impossibility is slightly lessened by that Type Four incident, back on Barry Island. Mitchell, with all his years, had never met a proper zombie--because they hadn't existed, not until he and Annie had inadvertently created them. Zombie fatherhood is not something he wants to think very much on, or take credit for. And the sooner he gets out of here, the better, so. Fine. Whatever, yes, zombies. He looks away, down the locker bank, buying himself a second of thought, before he looks back and points toward the case he'd helped to recover.]


Contact lenses? For the eyes, yeah?
Edited (oh my god the typos) 2014-09-12 22:03 (UTC)
traumata: (090)

it's perfect that's what

[personal profile] traumata 2014-09-23 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Which is very weird. Hostility isn't welcome, but it's the usual; the absence of it from someone who doesn't owe him anything is weirdly jarring, and it takes Kieren a beat to catch back up to the conversation.

He looks to the case in question, and there's apparently more thought being put into the answer than expected. The question's easy, yes or no. The bemusement's caused by the fact that the entire point of the contacts is to make people comfortable, to help him fit in (as if it's not obvious, anyway).

He's not wearing them now, and nobody seems to give a shit. There have been reactions, sure, each quickly followed up by genuine manners, casual conversation. It's hardly enough to negate his own need to dodge the white eyes that look back at him in the mirror, but it is enough to make him wonder why he's still so worried about hiding behind them.
]

It's supposed to make me look more like before. [ And it hardly accomplishes that, really. The train of thought's sidelined as he looks back up to Mitchell. ] Is that...

[ No idea what he's trying to ask, here. Why are you so okay with zombies?? ] Do you know about The Rising?
humanistic: (talk - you're the fakest)

aww you i bet you say that to all the girls

[personal profile] humanistic 2014-09-23 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
A rising. Yeah. Just one in specific.

[Not counting his own technical rise from the grave. Just the one zombie--there were others, but Mitchell's not going to get into the video he and Annie had found. Corpses thrashing around on the gurney, and the whir of the saw. There's vampire shit, and then there's torture. Sometimes they overlap, depending on who you are, but never for Mitchell. Even when he was at his worst, you have to have standards.

'Like before', like when he was alive. It doesn't need to be said. Vampires are lucky, they get premade disguises. Then again, it could be worse for Kieren. He thinks, again, of Sasha, simpering and giggling and rotting to pieces, all I need is a bit of slap--Christ. It could be so much worse.]


But I'm guessin' the one you're talking about is a bigger thing. Did you do the contacts yourself?
traumata: (017)

yeah that's true

[personal profile] traumata 2014-09-23 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's an odd reply, a yes with completely different context. Kieren's starting to think they're having two different conversations when the question diverts his attention, earning a bemused look.

It's a yes or no answer, but it doesn't feel like one. Simon would probably say yes. Kieren's the one who caves to the expectations, wears them day and night. Nobody's forcing him to, technically.
]

No. It's... part of the reintroduction programme. It helps to build confidence.

[ Or helps people feel more comfortable, rather. Kind of the opposite of building confidence, in practice, but falling back on brochures and doctorly spiels is easy. Anyway, enough about things he feels awkward answering, let's get back to that weird phrasing!! ] One in specific— what's that mean, exactly?
humanistic: (neutral - I can do the worm pretty good)

oh well i accept being a sisterwife

[personal profile] humanistic 2014-09-24 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Reintroduction after rising from the grave--reintroduction to what, exactly. To human society, with the help of some programme. It's totally mental. A world framed with that kind of emphasis implies structure, processing. Something refined. A system. And Mitchell doesn't know how to feel about that. It's easy to say that things like them--him, and this kid, two separate categories (thank God, and there's that old vampire superiority), but still both supernaturals--it's easy to say that they never should have been created. Voluntary or involuntary, they should not be. But they are. And he's spent so long rejecting and hating what he is, ignoring that part of him that wants to be anyways.

Fuck it, he thinks, and pushes all of those thoughts away. Zombie issues. Leave the good and evil vampire bullshit for later. Christ knows he'll have time enough to dwell on it, tied to a chair.]


Yeah, where I'm from-- [Ireland??? he leaves it undefined] --there's not many of you around. You're new. There was this girl, Sasha, she got out of the morgue and ended up living at ours after she followed my housemate home. But she wasn't part of any rising. It was just-- a fluke.

[Easier saying that to an actual zombie's face than saying your type was a mistake. All the self-loathing in the world turned outwards would probably not be enough to get Mitchell to say that--at least, not Mitchell as he is now, in this weird twilight state of near-sobriety.]

There's no need for programmes when it's just one. [Slightly jaded to supernatural programmes, he adds with some bitterness:] No one's got it together enough t' run one anyways.
traumata: (048)

it's ok you'll always be my favorite. don't tell the others

[personal profile] traumata 2014-09-26 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The morgue. That's new. His brow furrows slightly as he follows Mitchell's answer, increasingly bemused. Just the one, a fluke— he'd thought this was bad. That seems about a thousand times worse, being alone with it.

Which may very well be the case, now that he's in space, but thus far the odd levels of acceptance have been disarming enough to keep his paranoia at bay.

It's also strangely easy to discuss this, close to home as it is. A theoretical zombie from another place, one that doesn't follow the same rules. His curiosity's still tempered by obvious concern. It's impossible not to sympathize, different worlds or no.
]

And she didn't hurt anyone? She just... stayed at yours?
humanistic: (glare - it's not Saved by the Bell)

giggles + blushes

[personal profile] humanistic 2014-09-28 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Four all told, and the more that he thinks about it, the more he's thinking about what he'd said, that it was their fault for creating them. Like they had some responsibility. It doesn't translate here, he tells himself that as well, like it will help him to feel differently, keep it all at least at arm's length.]

Yeah. Worst thing she did was try to go out partying, but she came back again. For a time.

[And then she rotted back into death. He knows that's insensitive to say, borderline blood addict though he is, and so he doesn't. Anyways, Kieren's line of questioning is starting to fit a different picture together.]

Should she have been hurting anyone? 'Cause from the way you're talking, I'm guessing it you think it should all have gone differently.

[Not a threat, right? Who says that but a threat.]
traumata: (058)

i like the juxtaposition of that subject next to that icon

[personal profile] traumata 2014-09-29 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ For a time. He doesn't assume, but he can guess, even if there's nothing particularly dire in the delivery. The story's either transient or final, and it's becoming more and more difficult for him to imagine a world in which the undead simply carry on and get on with their lives.

It's too uncertain to register as anything more than a stray thought. Morbid curiosity, more like, and he doesn't dwell on it as the conversation moves on. Not that the conversation's particularly appealing, in and of itself.
] No, I don't mean that.

[ It comes out sounding too defensive. Which makes sense, because it is. ] I mean— they're not all bad. We aren't all bad, even the rabid ones. It's just that it doesn't typically go well, without treatment.

[ Eating brains. That's what he's getting at, here, but that's the one part of all of this he still has a hard time saying outright. It's a bizarre mix of sounding stupid, because that's what happens in all the shitty horror films, and being horrifyingly real — memories of slick blood and satisfaction, of Jem holding a gun. ]
humanistic: (arms folded - we've got a situation)

that's what a vampire blush looks like ok

[personal profile] humanistic 2014-10-01 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[A beat of silence follows that defensive statement, as Mitchell considers Kieren without saying anything at all. it's too flat a stare to be true disagreement, maybe, but it lacks any other more sympathetic convictions.

But he wants to be sympathetic--Christ, he wants to be more than that, he wants to agree. Except he gets stuck on the word treatment. Treatment, and he's thinking of a chair, and rope. Carl at the piano and fireworks outside, Paris in the New Year. Annie's hand, cold on his, and the bars of the cell. All that shit that's ahead of him, blood leeching out, leaving him surrounded by the murdered without anything in between. And all for what?]


Yeah. [He passes a hand over his face, his shoulders hunched.] Yeah. I know.

[Any accusation of Mitchell's previous tone is gone, for now, just as quickly as it had come over him. Moodswings!! He drops his hands at his sides, shrugging them into his pockets.]

Whatever your-- treatments are. You don't have to say, and I don't want to know. [Probably best not to talk about what they're preventing, either.] Just be careful. The people here, it's too easy for them t' get mixed up in it. Half the time it seems like they're asking for it.
traumata: (082)

how v charming

[personal profile] traumata 2014-10-03 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's something about Mitchell's response that he can't quite pin down; having known a zombie, that explains some of it, but there's still a piece missing in between that strange apathy and that heavy advice.

I know. He'd already said nothing happened with Sasha, that she hadn't hurt anyone. Had implied treatment wasn't part of the picture. That acknowledgement doesn't fit — he's talking about something else.

The discrepancy earns a considering look, just shy of curious, but he doesn't pry. Doesn't know what he'd ask, even if he wanted to.
]

Trust me. I'll be careful. [ It comes out sounding more sarcastic and patronizing than intended. The comment about people asking for it doesn't make as much sense, either, but the memory of Freddie in that garage is real enough for him to have some idea. It's too easy for things to go south.

And in the absence of prying, he's not entirely sure what else to say. It's difficult to come back from I'm a zombie and go for anything remotely casual, so after an awkward pause he just goes for the formalities, a gentle agreement that no, they probably shouldn't talk about this anymore.
] I'm Kieren.

humanistic: (talk - you don't yank my new weave)

u know u like it also we're going to finish another thread so proud :,>

[personal profile] humanistic 2014-10-06 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[That sarcasm just turns his expression toward bitterness--a little smile that's a little patronising in return, like you have no idea--but maybe he does. Youth is relative with the supernatural, so many monsters wearing masks. Something in Mitchell bristles at the disregard, like it's some display of insolence--but he can shrug it off, right now. Later, maybe, it will not be so easy.]

Yeah.

[He just agrees instead, yeah, you will be careful, because what choice have any of them got? This is enough to pass for some--accordance of understanding, for now; he shrugs his hands into his pockets, with a nod at the introduction.]

Mitchell. And good luck with it all, if luck's your thing.