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oo6. closedish.
CHARACTERS: Charles Xavier and Severus Snape; Remus Lupin; Emma Swan; Nuala; Rogue; Johanna Mason; Odessa Knutson; Erik Lehnsherr; Captain Hook (Killian Jones); Hank McCoy; Raven Darkholme; Cassandra Anderson, others as they happen.
LOCATION: Level fourteen, room one hundred; laundry facilities; bar on level fourteen; kitchen on level fourteen; the Gardens; media library; level twenty, room one-hundred and ninety two; others as they happen.
WARNINGS: TBA.
SUMMARY: Adjusting to being a different person is a struggle.
NOTES: This is only partially closed. I'm using this as a forum for people to poke him, as random run ins may happen as I tag out instead. Please let me know if you'd like to do anything, and I'll be happy to set up a thread (unless you're feel ambitious).
to ever spend my life sitting playing future games
LOCATION: Level fourteen, room one hundred; laundry facilities; bar on level fourteen; kitchen on level fourteen; the Gardens; media library; level twenty, room one-hundred and ninety two; others as they happen.
WARNINGS: TBA.
SUMMARY: Adjusting to being a different person is a struggle.
NOTES: This is only partially closed. I'm using this as a forum for people to poke him, as random run ins may happen as I tag out instead. Please let me know if you'd like to do anything, and I'll be happy to set up a thread (unless you're feel ambitious).
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Charles doesn't stand up.
"Please," he says, a gesture towards the opposite seat. Only when she's settled, does he start first with; "You never went to my school. I'd remember you."
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Immediately, he puts her on the defensive.
"No, I assure you, Professor, I go to your school. I'm a member of the X-Men."
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Mention of the X-Men gives him belated pause, a suspicious tilt to his chin. Right. Moving on. "There's something you're not telling me. I can see it, skirting your mind. I'd rather not have to pull it out myself."
She's moving like a deer approaching something it hasn't decided is dangerous yet, like a black spot in thin ice, or something jagged and metal and poised. Her expression.
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"Fine. This is going to make me sound absolutely crazy, and if you need to, I give you full permission to read my mind to prove that what I'm about to say is the truth."
She takes a moment, before fixing him with a look. "I'm your student from 2007."
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Two-thousand-and-seven sounds like a science fiction kind of place to be, even if he's lurched well over the midway point of the twentieth century himself, but it's not the strangest thing she's said in that succinct claim. For a moment, he looks vaguely injured.
But maybe it's a trick of the light, gaze snapping off from her, assessing again the bar over her shoulder. Maybe he could use a drink. Rather than have her play fetch--
"I'm not going to read your mind, Rogue," he says, because that was how she introduced herself first. "And you don't sound crazy, given-- givens."
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Though... "Are you alright, Professor? I know that's... That it can't be easy, hearing that."
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A hand smooths a jacket lapel in restless fidget. "Like I said over comms, I closed the institute some years ago. A war draft removed much of our student body and staff, and I haven't done much of any teaching for some time." It feels strange, still, to be talking like this is who he is now, when just a week ago, it was all only just beginning.
Neither feels correct, but one is more correct than the other. "Someone did mentor you, Rogue, but I think we both realise it wasn't precisely me that did it."
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This man here didn't want to take credit for that. Did he not understand how many lives he had changed? Would change?
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"Thirty-odd years, in the future."
The look he casts her is vaguely imploring, but something nervier at the heart of it, like he'd appreciate it if she spared him. "Look-- I must have had a long way to go before I could be of any use to you, but I do know of some people I can put in contact with-- put you in contact with." Mild fluster, words not marching out the way he wants them to.
"The xenobiology and genetics division is set up to help with things like that," and he should know, "and there're mutants roughly your age, I'd think. Alex, you've met, Hank, Raven--"
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It's been said before, and it will be said again.
"To you, I'm not even born yet. I get that. Some girl from 30-odd-years in the future is the least of your worries. But I gotta say... If this is the way you treat mutants who come to you, seeking help? Then ya'll should be real lucky that Magneto's band wanted to kill me." She moved to stand quickly, her jaw set. Her chair made a scraping noise on the floor of the bar, the result of being pushed out too quickly. She didn't want help from some people that didn't know her. People she didn't trust. She trusted the Professor, sure, maybe the Professor from her timeline, but they were still one in the same.
"At this point, I'm far more sure that he'd be willing to help."
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that.
Suddenly alert, the look up at her as she stands is altogether different, hostile and cautious and a little startled. The hand resting on armrest grips it tighter, as if he might lever himself up to stand, but only gets a few abortive inches forward, as if unconvinced he'll make it to his feet as gracefully as he'd like, so remains seated.
"Hang on," he bids her, hand out in gesture for her to stay. "Magneto wanted to kill you."
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But oh, Rogue was still a teenager. A teenager who had just been let down by her guardian, legal or otherwise, and she wanted to hurt him.
"Nearly succeeded, too," she responded coolly, without turning around. "Kidnapped me, pretty much right under your nose."
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It doesn't make sense.
Not so much that he is inclined to disbelieve her, of course. Erik has a propensity for sacrifice. But Xavier forces it aside, the questions, the white-noise anger brewing volcanic, always, beneath the surface. His hand grips harder the chair as he forces himself to get up, doing so without much in the way of drama.
"I have in the past made the error of trusting that man. It seems I needn't convince you not to make the same mistake."
His hands tense into fists, release tension again in splay, considering the back of her. A beat, before he finally states, as willingly as a tooth pulled; "I don't know how to help you."
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"No. Just another reason why I don't trust anybody."
She could get along with people. But she didn't trust them. Not ever. The only person she could really trust, well, that was Logan.
"I'm pretty sure," she stated slowly, her green eyes trained on the Professor, "that you don't know how to help me in the future, either."
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"Wanting to's half the battle. It isn't in question. The other half is whether I can."
That had been the trick, hadn't it. "You knew, coming here, I read minds. Allow me to enlighten you to the knowledge that I can't, at the moment, for-- lots of reasons. I'm about as inept as any of my students, and your ability needs someone who--"
Hell if he knows. He runs out of words. "It would be hypocritical to pretend I've any authority to teach anyone anything. And I'm sorry for that."
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"I was taught, at your school, that my powers were nothing to be ashamed of. Being a mutant wasn't. Though I had the entire world and personal experience saying otherwise. My abilities were just as much disabilities. But somehow, you got rid of your powers that you take so much pride in. You got rid of your abilities, your disabilities. Good for you." These were the sorts of things she would never have told him, before. But now, all of these latent feelings were coming out.
"So even now, if you could help me, I don't think I'd want help from a man who doesn't even know how hard it is anymore. Who's been able to take the easy way out his whole life. So yeah, I'd say it's hypocritical. You've got a long way to go before you become the man I look up to and respect." Her voice is cold and her eyes flash with anger, her accent rising with each word.
"I think this conversation is over."
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But he doesn't have that power, so he listens.
There is weight to maintaining eye contact, but he manages that much as well, once she's done.
Well. Oh well. He did try to warn her.
"Alex could use a friend," he says. "And knows a thing or two about taming powers. Good luck, Rogue."
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That was Rogue for you. Her southern charm was not lost when she argued.
Straightening her shoulders, she gave a curt nod to the Professor. "You, too, Professor. I'm sure you'll need it." The sarcasm was evident, as she turned on her heel and resumed her exit of the bar.